New Beginnings

I'm starting a wonderful life coaching program this weekend. This must be the first day of the beginning of the rest of my life! LOL I'm ready. Finance Life Coach ... Spiritual Life Coach ... that is the question.

Staying with Myself

Am I inspired to stay with myself as a result of the love of love or a fear of pain? There's a difference.

Insights

In surrender there is resurrection. Neither really exist but in surrendering past, present and future, we are resurrected anew. In the instant just beyond surrender and before resurrection is the recognition of the glorious Truth of oneself.

Unspeakableness

funny. This was recorded a few days after my last post.

Laughter

is good for the soul. OK, so I'm testing this to see if my site feed works!

Relationships

what is it going to take for me to be in a healthy, loving relationship? i've done so much healing work. but all of it has just brought me to where i am now. not in a relationship. i have yet to be in and experience an adult loving relationship. what is that? why? it's so... ridiculous to me. it's not like i haven't wanted one. this isn't about complaining or feeling bad or sorry for myself. just telling it like it is. i have yet to experience being unconditionally loved in a relationship. wow. something's gotta give.

Working from Joy, Fulfillment and Pleasure... instead of Fear and Stress

I realized that for almost all of my career I have been inspired to work from a point of fear, which led to stress. No wonder I have been so resentful of my jobs, bosses, coworkers and work itself! I would go hard with work because of a fear of survival. But it stressed me out because fear is unsubstantial. Working a job based on fear is building a career on a house of sand. Eventually, I burned out, got way too stressed out, hit rock bottom and had to start all over again. I have set a powerful intention be paid for work I love, that is fueled by positive inspiration, happiness, peace and feeling good! As a result, I've been shown how I've been working from fear and stress thus far. Fear and stress has been my inspirational fuel. But the fuel is of less quality than regular gas. I'm being shown that I can no longer allow myself to be inspired by stress and fear in my work, if I want to truly enjoy my work and for it to be lasting. It must be inspired by love, pleasure and service, which is not only longer lasting but eternally expanding. I love it!